Sometimes I want to write.
Sometimes I feel the need to write.
Tonight my mind is too full to do so.
I have written words of a demon tied to a hunter, of a shark drawn to a dolphin, and of a reaper caring for a fox. But they were all short and void of the feelings I wanted.
My mind is muddled.
Even sitting here, listening to the words of the songs that reflect the feelings in the stories I am working on I can’t seem to see the scenes. I can’t touch the characters. I can’t be in the moment they are in.
I want to write them so badly, not just for those that I know read the stories I post, but for the sake of the characters themselves. Their stories need told. They deserve for the their stories to be shared, but I can’t seem to find the words to do so, at least not tonight.
I have a demon who still needs to fall in love with the daughter of his partner.
I have a high school boy who needs to accept that he is loved, even when he doesn’t feel loveable.
I have a reaper who still needs to tell the woman he has been following for over a century how he feels about her.
I have a fox and a satyr that I need to lead to their deaths.
I have a kitsune god and a tengu god that need to find a home.
I have a dark elf who needs to find her jester.
I have characters that are relying on me to finish their tales, to bring their stories to a climax and ending, to bring them to a place of ending… and I can’t seem to.
Maybe I will try again tomorrow.